Author: Moggie
Status: Complete
Summary:
[GSR] It was safer, but was it the right thing to do?
Genre: Angst
Notes: We’ve seen fanfics about Sara and another man, but
what about Grissom and another woman? Hmmm, good question huh?
Spoilers: Blood Lust -onwards.
Disclaimer: I do not own CSI: Crime Scene
Investigation.
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Chapter 7
Later
that evening, Andrew walked through the lower living areas
of the bed and breakfast looking for his wife, but he stumbled
upon his daughter instead. He watched her from his place by
the door. No matter what he tried, he couldn’t stop thinking
about the waste of a hotshot life she had been holding on to
all these years.
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Sara
knew that she had to think fast about what she was going to
do. She had been here for the weekend and even stayed for an
extra two days just to see what happens, though she knew deep
inside that nothing would change.
He
wouldn’t come after her and the act of even staying away like
she had, made her angry and sick for being so stupid and childish.
The
letter had said everything. She didn’t really know what she
was going to do, though she had told her parents something
to keep them quiet. Her mother had only asked a few questions
about what she was going to do while at college, but Sara didn’t
have an answer for her.
It
was time to move on. Sara had finally decided.
If
he had forgotten so easily and so quickly, she could too… at
least try to forget.
But,
who would have thought that Gil Grissom, her mentor and friend,
loner and socially awkward Entomologist and CSI, would fall
in love with someone of his own generation and of same interest.
Sara
didn’t know.
It
was only too fitting that she was the one that was too late.
The one that was left to swallow her childish thoughts and
feelings. The one that was left with no one to love and be
loved back.
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Her
thoughts were abruptly shattered by her father’s voice behind
her.
“Where’s
your mother?” Andrew asked rather emotionlessly as he moved
into the room, scanning the small room.
Sara
turned slightly and leaned against the wall. “I think she was
going to make some coffee.” She turned back to look out the
window, watching the ocean come and go. No matter what she
did, she could never do anything right by her father, unless
it was failing.
He
was about to leave, but decided that it was now or never. He
needed to say his peace before he managed to make things worse
by running off his mouth.
“Sara…” He
cleared his throat nervously before continuing. “Whatever you
decide to do, your mother and I will stand by you.” Having
caught her eyes briefly, he left.
Standing
alone in the room with not a soul but her own, Sara’s head
dropped slightly at the weight of the millions of thoughts
racing through her mind. It was the same every time. She was
stuck at the beginning with her father. Her mother had spoken
to him and he was making an effort for her sake. That was love.
She told herself with an underlying pain in her chest.
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Grissom
leaned over the side of the conveyor belt and extracted his
small travel holdall. His plane had only landed minutes before
and his car was waiting for him at the rental desk. He only
needed to get his bag and retrieve the keys from the valet.
He
had his bag and he was signing for the car in seconds as he
rushed out of the airport, trying to get to Tamales Bay as
quickly as possible.
He
didn’t have a phone number and though he had tried to find
one, he figured they either didn’t have phones or the world
was against him. Even if that were true, he couldn’t blame
mankind for it’s hold-ups.
Thinking
about it, he had made the worse blunder in history.
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“Stewart!
I don’t care.” Sara bubbled with laughter as her big brother
teased her with a flying tea towel.
“It’s
your last chance Sara!” The tall dark hared man yelled mock
angrily as he swung the towel at her again.
Sara
giggled and backed up quickly, tripping over her own feet as
she retreated. “Fine! Fine!” She conceded and turned before
she fell out the door. She hit the doorframe and giggled as
her brother laughed loudly.
“Yeah
yeah!” She glared good naturedly at him and shrugged off her
mothers curious look from behind the reception desk as she
made her way from the kitchen to the stairs. “Catch you later
Stewy!”
“It’s
Stewart!” Her brother growled in a short laugh before the kitchen
went silent again.
“Whatever!” Sara
threw over her shoulder as she sprinted up the steps.
“Will
they ever learn that this is a place of business and not a
playground, Suzy?” Andrew complained to his wife, though his
eyes were bright with amusement.
She
chuckled good-naturedly as she filled out the order book. “I
very much doubt it. They grew up here after all, dear.” She
looked up at him and offered him an adoring smile. “To them,
this is their playground and home. I’d let them play as long
as they are happy.”
Andrew
nodded and moved to stand beside her. “Have you spoken to her?” He
asked, shuffling some papers around.
Sue
sighed and closed the order book. “There’s nothing to talk
about. She’s made up her mind.”
“When
is she leaving?” Andrew asked, looking up when the entrance
door opened.
“Tomorrow
afternoon.” Sue answered, her eyes following her husbands. “Can
I help you?” She asked politely.
“Hi,
I’m looking for Sara Sidle.”
Andrew
immediately bristled at the sound of the newcomers voice. He
stepped around the bar and looked them over with a sharp look
in his eyes. “You’ve got some nerve.” His voice dripped with
held back anger.
Sue
held out her hand to stop her husband. “Hold on, what’s going
on here? Andrew?” She looked between them before shifting her
eyes to the sound of someone coming from the stairs.
Sara
smiled at her mother as she jumped the last step, but all but
slipped when the newcomer turned around. Her father could be
seen holding his temper, but it was about to boil over and
her mother wasn’t going to be able to control him when it did.
Sara could see it all happen before her eyes, the blood shed.
“Sara.” Grissom’s
voice caught her attention again and she near turned and ran,
but held herself in check as he made a move to walk towards
her.
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