Author: Moggie
Status: Complete
Summary:
[GSR] It was safer, but was it the right thing to do?
Genre: Angst
Notes: We’ve seen fanfics about Sara and another man, but
what about Grissom and another woman? Hmmm, good question huh?
Spoilers: Blood Lust -onwards.
Disclaimer: I do not own CSI: Crime Scene
Investigation.
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Chapter 6
Sitting
at his desk just minutes after he left Trace, he knew he’d
done the unimaginable.
He
forgot about Sara.
Clenching
the desk phone in his hand, his head hung in frustration. He
had tried ringing both her cell and home numbers, but found
that neither was going to be answered. Either she knew he was
ringing and she wasn’t going to answer, or she didn’t know
and wasn’t going to answer. There are other possible explanations
that would come to him if he could calm down, but right now,
all he could think of was Sara.
“God
Damnit!” He cursedly hissed into his hand.
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“What
is she doing here?” Mr. Sidle snapped as he entered the public
living area of the bed and breakfast. The same bed and breakfast
that he and his wife had owned since their hippy days and the
same home he had raised both his now grown up children.
Mrs.
Sidle defended her daughter, placing a restraining hand on
her shoulder to stop her from standing up and leaving. “Sara’s
taken a vacation.”
Removing
his coat, he gave his daughter a once over. “She’s not pregnant
is she?”
Sara’s
jaw tightened. “No. I’m not pregnant Dad.”
“Andrew,
please.” Mrs. Sidle pleaded with her husband. “It’s been a
rough few days, can we please leave this out?”
Mr.
Sidle sighed and sat down. “Fine.”
Sara
sat back and shook her head. “I can’t believe you still don’t
want anything to do with me.”
Andrew
chuckled joylessly. “You’re the one that left Sara. I only
wanted what was best for you.”
“I
went to college Dad! How can that not be best for me?” Sara
asked demandingly.
“You
were going to be a great physicist Sara.” He said almost to
himself.
Mrs.
Sidle sat down beside her husband and took his hand. “We can’t
let that pull us apart, dear.”
He
nodded, but carried on as if he hadn’t heard her. “Then you
got into forensics. That damned professor.” He cursed. “If
it wasn’t for him, then you’d be at some top lab right now
or teaching. Something that could make a difference.”
Sara
stared at him disbelievingly. “How can you say my job doesn’t
make a difference?” She stood up and walked a few steps towards
the door, but stopped and turned. “That professor, has a name
and that professor introduced me to something better, something
more challenging. I found something I liked and something I
was good at.”
She
shook her head and pointed at her father with a mocking cynical
smile. “Now you got what you wanted. I’m no longer going to
be a forensic scientist. I’m going to go back to school and
finish my physicist degree. So, thank you for you support Dad.
I failed, just like you said I would.”
Mrs.
Sidle tried to stop Sara from leaving the room, but didn’t
reach her in time. She looked at her husband.
Andrew
shrugged innocently at his wife’s stare. “What?”
“You
just had to come home and be an ass, didn’t you.” She snapped
before storming out of the room to find Sara.
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“I
don’t really care what you did Gil, you screwed up.” Anna remarked
as she walked around the living room with a half full glass
of wine.
“But,
I really need to find her.” Grissom stammered. He lifted his
face from his cupped hands and looked desperately at the woman
pacing back and forth. “I need you to help me find her.”
Anna
stopped and turned to him. “You have got to be kidding?” Her
eyebrows shot up when he shook his head. “You do realise that
as soon as she finds out, she’s not going to talk to you. Not
after nearly four days.”
Grissom
opened his mouth to speak, but Anna spoke up again with mild
amusement. “Four days. Jesus Gil, I know you weren’t like this
ten years ago. What the hell happened that you forgot about
her for four days?”
“A
bus crash in the highlands. Twenty-three teenagers were injured
and four were killed.” He intoned.
Anna
stared at him. After a minute, she sipped her wine and sighed. “Ok,
that, I suppose could distract you, but…” She shrugged. “You
probably have no hope of finding her and she’s probably unreachable
and vanished from this face of the earth, making it very hard
for you to track her down.”
Grissom
slumped backwards. “Thanks Ann, you made me feel better with
that little snippet of encouragement.” He snapped sarcastically.
“Anything
to help babe.” She grinned.
“I
need to think.” He groaned, rubbing his neck.
Placing
her glass down on the coffee table, Anna kneeled on the couch
and sighed. “Ok, turn.” She commanded. When he did, she squeezed
his shoulders tightly. “You think.” She instructed him.
Thinking
was becoming impossible with her there. Usually he could think
with her around, but now it was only becoming more of a distraction,
but not in the sexually context like it used to be. He’d made
a big mistake sleeping with her after all this time and now
his life was dangling by a thread because he was caught in
the act of indulgence. Caught by the one person he feared the
most.
“Ann?” He
asked quietly.
“Yes.”
He
pulled away from her hands and turned to face her. His eyes
looked into hers. “I need, to find her.”
“I
know.” She nodded and offered him a reassuring smile. “I’ll
call the airports, you call the bus stations. It’s a starting
place.”
Grissom
sighed and shook his head. “I did that from work when I couldn’t
get hold of her. No one by that name has left Vegas.”
“What
about… driving?” Anna asked. “Could Sara have driven someplace?
Someplace close by perhaps?”
He
shrugged. “I doubt that. She doesn’t know many people in Vegas,
so I doubt she made friends on the border either.”
“Where’s
her family?” Anna asked, sitting up slightly at the thought. “Could
she have gone to stay with them?”
Grissom
started to shake his head, but paused. “She doesn’t get on
with her father, but she’s very close to her mother and brother.”
“Did
you try her parents place?” Anna asked as she got up to get
the phone.
He
sighed. “No. I don’t have a number.”
“You
have an address?” Grabbing the phone, she picked up the phonebook
as well.
“I
did.” He stood and took his phonebook from her to quickly flipped
through it. “I’ve had this since LA, so it should be in here.” He
muttered almost to himself as his fingers searched through
the pages of addresses and numbers.
Anna
sat down on the couch and reached for her glass of wine. “Where
about do her parents live?”
“California,“ He
replied distractedly. “San Francisco.” He groaned in frustration
when he couldn’t find the address. “Damnit, where is it!?” He
snapped the book closed and forcefully threw it at the floor
before storming off to his bedroom to check his drawers for
an older phonebook.
Anna
retrieved the book from the floor and flipped slowly through
it. “Funny that I’m the calm one here my dear Gil.” She said
sweetly when he returned to the room in a worse state than
when he left moments before.
He
looked at her. “Ann, this is no time to brag.”
“Good.” She
flashed him a smile and held up the book. “Found it, I think.
Sidle? Right?”
Grissom
nodded, quickly crossing the room to sit down beside her. “You
found it!” He grinned.
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