Author: Moggie
Status: Complete
Summary:
[GSR] It was safer, but was it the right thing to do?
Genre: Angst
Notes: We’ve seen fanfics about Sara and another man, but
what about Grissom and another woman? Hmmm, good question huh?
Spoilers: Blood Lust -onwards.
Disclaimer: I do not own CSI: Crime Scene
Investigation.
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Chapter 3
Warrick
moved into the room and slipped onto a stool beside her. “Hey.”
She
looked up and smiled. “Hey War.”
He
returned her friendly smile and nudged her shoulder with his
own. “I’m sorry about getting you into trouble, Sara.”
She
shrugged and turned back to her paperwork. “That’s ok.”
“It’s
not.” He chuckled. Watching her silently for a second, he nudged
her again. “Was he really angry?”
Thinking
about this, she decided to tell the truth. “Very.”
“Oh
man,” He groaned and buried his face into his hands. “I’m so
sorry Sar.” He mumbled.
“Hey,
no big deal.” She shrugged it off. “I’ve not seen him that
angry before, but it was ok.”
Warrick
shook his head. “It’s not ok. Damn Sara, I didn’t think he’d
be that mad. I figured he’d be pleased, you know, just like
you said.”
She
stared at the writing before her eyes until the words blurred. “I
guess I was wrong.”
He
waited a moment before sitting up and glancing over her work,
but work was far from his mind right now. “How come you didn’t
tell us he was seeing this woman, Anna? You must have known
a lot longer than yesterday.”
Sara
sighed and dropped her pen onto the table. “I only found out
last night.”
“Last
night?” He asked, still confused.
She
nodded. “I was being a friend and checking on him. Cath said
he called in sick.”
Warrick
sat up. “Ah, and you stopped by his place.”
“I
guess I saw too much.” She shrugged.
“Hey,
he’ll get over it.” Warrick stood up and squeezed her shoulders. “Bye.”
“Yeah,
thanks War.” Sara looked back at her work and sighed. “I don’t
know if I’ll get over it though.” She murmured sadly.
-
Four
weeks later, the gossip tree was now well informed of Grissom’s
life outside work. The nightshift team seemed to accept it,
well, so it would seem. For one person it was still hard to
forget, let alone accept, immediately.
What
did it matter that he was seeing someone? He deserved some
happiness after all this time. She must have blocked out all
the evidence he left behind. If she’d been looking, she would
have seen that she was once again the second woman, only this
time nothing had happened between her and Grissom.
No
wonder he had been avoiding her. He must have figured out that
she was trying to get his attention personally rather than
professionally. Even when it was work related he seemed to
see through her.
Was
she really that much of an open book?
After
trying to hide her feelings for so many years, she didn’t realise
that it wasn’t worth it. She wondered if the other’s had noticed
too. If Grissom had figured it out, so would have the others.
After all, they are trained and seasoned investigators.
“I
guess I waited too long.” She sighed, her eyes drifting away
from her image in the mirror to the basin of warm water. She
splashed the water over her face and breathed out slowly.
Collecting
her things for work, she clipped her pager to her belt as she
walked out the door.
-
Scanning
the perimeter, as was her job nowadays it seemed, she searched
for evidence and collected it by the book. Though she was not
one to make a mistake when it came to collection, she did everything
she could to concentrate and leave her shortcomings at home.
Warrick
and Nick were casting numerous footprints by the victims bedroom
window while Grissom and Catherine processed the inside.
Always
the same. Grissom and Catherine doing to inside, Warrick and
Nick on the outside and Sara, well, she did the perimeter.
When she was asked, she would help the others, but mostly it
was pass this, pass that. Grunt work never really bothered
Sara, as she knew the cadets did a lot of the work for them.
She was never one to take credit from those who deserve it.
Racking
up her swabs in her field kit, she slowly combed the area around
her once more before packing up and heading back to the lab.
-
Reaching
the door quietly, Sara folded the envelope carefully so she
didn’t crease it, and pushed it through the letter box.
She
released a deep breath and closed her eyes for a second as
she turned and started back to her car.
“Can
I help?” Anna’s voice asked as she stood in Grissom’s doorway.
Sara
turned quickly in shock.
“Sorry.” Anna
smiled. “I didn’t mean to make you jump.”
Trying
to relax and think of something to say, Sara stammered slightly. “Uh.
I was just leaving Grissom a note.” She pushed her hair from
her eyes and nervously stuffed her hands into her jacket pockets.
“Oh,
well… he should be back any second. Gil just drove to the store.” Anna
informed the jittery CSI. She stepped aside and waved her hand
inside. “You can wait.” She held up the envelope in her other
hand.
Sara
shook her head and gave a forced smile. “No, thanks. Uh, I
think I’ll just go home.” She turned and tried hard not to
run to her car.
Anna’s
voice echoed into the morning air. “Sara.”
Stopping
in her retreat, she turned slowly.
Anna
sighed. “Come in for some coffee…” She paused and looked intently
at Sara. “Please?”
Dropping
her shoulders tiredly, Sara nodded and dragged her tired body
up the few steps and hesitantly into Grissom’s home. A place
she had only been in twice. The first time was when she moved
to Vegas and the second was the ‘strip strangler’ case four
years back. It was an understatement to say she was nervous.
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