Author: Moggie
Status: Complete
Summary:
[GSR] It was safer, but was it the right thing to do?
Genre: Angst
Notes: We’ve seen fanfics about Sara and another man, but
what about Grissom and another woman? Hmmm, good question huh?
Spoilers: Blood Lust -onwards.
Disclaimer: I do not own CSI: Crime Scene
Investigation.
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Chapter 2
Working
along side the man she loved was more difficult than it had
been when he was avoiding her. Now she had inside information
about what was going on with her boss and she wanted that information
erased from her memory.
“Sara,
hey girl.” Warrick’s voice called out as he waved a hand in
front of her face. “Earth to Sara.”
“Hmm?” She
looked up and focused on the man sat across from her.
They
had been sitting in the offices for the last three hours going
over paperwork. It was the weekend and some of them had a few
days off to enjoy some downtime.
“You
daydreaming again?” He teased, giving her a knowing smile.
She
shook her head slowly and got back to her paperwork. “Sorry
War.”
His
smile faded slightly, but it returned full force when an idea
hit him. He leaned forward and asked in a hushed voice. “Something
wrong with the hubby?”
Sara
looked up confused and stared blankly at him. “Huh?”
Warrick
wasn’t demurred and grin. “You know who I’m talking about.”
She
furrowed her brows and shrugged innocently. “I don’t, sorry.”
“You
know, you and,” He looked towards the open door briefly. “A
certain, bugman.”
Sara’s
eyebrows shot up, but suddenly it all dawned on her and she
sighed sadly. “No. You’ve got it wrong Warrick.”
“Really?” He
asked teasingly and tossed a pencil at her.
She
picked up the pencil and tossed it back at him. “Really. I
know everyone’s heard the rumours and I know, now, what you
were all thinking.”
“So?” He
shrugged questioningly.
Sara
sighed and leaned on her left elbow as she began filling in
another form and signing her name. She let her cheek lean against
her fist and decided to tell him the truth. “Her name is Anna
Owens. She’s an entomologist. I met her at the seminar I met
Griss at.”
Warrick’s
brows were furrowed as he listened carefully. “Grissom’s seeing
this Anna Owens?”
Sara
nodded and continued talking as she wrote. “You all thought
it was me, but it was her and it has always been her.” Her
voice was lower than a whisper as she snatched a brief glance
at the surprised look across the table. She shrugged. “You
didn’t think he’d be seeing someone?”
“I
did.” Warrick answered quickly, causing Sara to look at him
from her curled in position. He continued with a softer and
gentler voice that showed his concern and an apology. “We all
thought it was you.” He watched her as he spoke. “You two were
getting on so well lately. You were joking and teasing, then
you were back to your flirting… It was a natural conclusion
that he must be seeing you.”
She
smiled sadly and shook her head. “No, he’s seeing someone else.
You might as well tell everyone before they mention something
to him.”
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“Sidle,
my office, Now!”
Everyone
stared at her as their boss stormed out of the room.
Sara
shrugged and quickly packed up her case file she was reviewing.
She made it to the boss’ office just in time to see Grissom
pacing back and forth with what could be noted as steam coming
from his ears.
“Shut
the door!”
She
closed the door quietly and stood with her back to it as she
hung her head and waited for what could be one hell of a reprimand
for something she can’t remember doing.
“How
dare you, how dare you!” He shouted, turned to pin her with
an angry glare, one that she had never seen before.
“Griss-” She
quietly called his name, but he didn’t let her continue.
“I
have been trying, trying, damn hard to keep my personal life
apart from my work, Sara and in one night, one night, you blow
it away in a matter of one rumour.” He spat out.
“I
didn-” She tried again, but failed.
He
slammed his fist down on his desk. “You, are the only person
who knew. I thought I could trust you.”
“You
can. Grissom-” She paused in case he interrupted again, but
when he didn’t, she ventured on quickly, almost stringing her
words together. “I was trying to correct a misunderstanding.
I didn’t tell anyone anything they didn’t already know. You
have to believe me.” She stressed, feeling cornered and horribly
guilty, though she was sure she didn’t do anything wrong.
If
she couldn’t have him and he didn’t want her, she wasn’t going
to let the rumours continue. She would be a laughing stock
of the whole lab. Why couldn’t he see that? She was only trying
to help him, not invade his life, not anymore, she knew her
place after last night.
Grissom
sighed angrily and sat down heavily in his chair. “What do
you mean, misunderstanding?”
Sara
stood where she had been since closing the door and lowered
her head to stare at her hands. “I heard a rumour about you,
and, I thought you wouldn’t like it, so I put things right.”
“You
told the gossips that I was seeing someone? Seeing Anna. How
is that putting things right, exactly?” He pressed, still not
calm enough to relax and think things through clearly.
“They
thought it was me.” She confessed almost inaudibly.
Stricken,
he looked up. “You?”
Seeing
his panicked expression, she nodded. “They thought you were
seeing me.” Before the silence was broken by another outburst,
she continued quickly. “I know, it’s stupid, and it’s ridiculous,
and I knew you wouldn’t want a rumour like that circulating.
I thought I was helping. I’m sorry.”
Grissom
slowly folded in on himself as he rubbed his forehead to fight
off the pending headache. He sighed sadly and let out a long
deep breath.
Sara
reached for the door handle when she realised that he wasn‘t
going to say anything further. “I’ll get back to work.”
“Sara.” He
called softly, still hiding behind his hand. “I’m sorry. I
shouldn’t have snapped at you. I apologise for taking out my
frustrations on you. It won’t happen again.”
She
didn’t look at him. “It’s ok.” She slipped out the door and
headed for the women’s bathroom. The pressure behind her eyes
was too much for her to handle and she needed to find some
place she could recover without being noticed.
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